Sometimes, prayer becomes
difficult because we've lost our intimacy with God. In Job 22:21-30,
Eliphaz gives his friend Job some good advice about regaining closeness to
God. He says, "Come to terms with God and be at peace; in this way good will come to you.
Receive instruction from His mouth, and
place His sayings in your heart (verses 21-22 HCSB)." When a person can 'agree with God
(ESV)', or 'come to terms with God (HCSB)', or 'acquaint now thyself with Him
(KJV)', or 'reconcile yourself with God (NET)', then the result is peace.
Peace is found through by receiving God's instructions, and placing His sayings
in your heart. These words perfectly describe the practice of
meditation. The Logos Prayer, or praying the word of God, fills your
heart with God's instructions, and thus draws your heart back into a place
where you can agree with God once again.
Verses 23-25 (HCSB) say, "If
you return to the Almighty, you will be renewed. If you banish injustice from your tent and consign your gold to the dust, the gold of Ophir to the stones in the
wadis, the Almighty will be your
gold and your finest
silver." Returning to
God doesn't necessarily mean that one has completely left him. Rather, it
means a change of heart and mind, once again aligning the Self with God.
This is done by banishing injustice (inequity) from the tent (soul) of the
believer. Eliphaz's point is that Job has departed from a close
relationship with God, and that he needs to return. Perhaps you also need
to return to a closer walk with the Lord.
Verse 24 says that the way to
return to the Almighty is to consign your gold to the dust, and the gold of
Ophir to the stones in the wadis. This
involves discarding all that the world offers, which has value in the eyes of
society, and exchanging it for the riches of God. Then, "the
Almighty will be your gold and
your finest silver (v. 25)."
It also means considering all my
glory as loss. Philippians 3:7-8 (HCSB) says, "But everything that
was a gain to me, I have considered to be a loss because of Christ. More
than that, I also consider everything to be a loss in view of the surpassing
value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. Because of Him I have suffered the loss
of all things and consider them filth, so that I may gain Christ."
Verse 26 says, "Then [and
only then] you will delight in the Almighty and
lift up your face to God." There's
a difference between relating to God out if duty and fear (this attitude
indicated by a posture of downcast head), and delighting in God (demonstrated
by an uplifted face). You can delight in God once you have aligned your
soul to His, and agreed with Him. The result is that "you will pray
to Him, and He will hear you, and
you will fulfill your vows. When
you make a decision, it will be carried out, and
light will shine on your ways. When
others are humiliated and you say, 'Lift them up,' God will save the humble. He will even rescue the guilty one, who will be rescued by the purity of
your hands (Verses 27-30)."
When, like Job, you feel that
prayer is difficult because you have lost your intimacy with God, return to a
place of agreement with Him by consigning your gold to dust. This means
rejecting everything that the world says is important in favor of what God says
is important. It means letting go of your sense of self that is based on
the world's view, and exchanging it for God's view of you in light of His
redeeming love. Then God will lift your face to Himself, and you will
return once more to that right relationship that was lost.
A MEDITATION WITH ECUMENICAL
PRAYER BEADS
Invitatory
21 Come to terms with God and be
at peace;
in this way good will come to
you.
22 Receive instruction from His
mouth,
and place His sayings in your
heart.
Cruciform
24 ...Consign your gold to the
dust...
Weeks
25 the Almighty will be your gold
and your finest silver.
Benedictory
26 Then you will delight in the
Almighty
and lift up your face to God.
27 You will pray to Him, and He
will hear you...
PRAYER:
Lord,
show me all the gold that I have treasured in my heart, that I need to throw
into the street, that I must regard as dust. Let me never glory in my own
wealth of talent or my own sense of worthiness. May I never derive my
self-esteem from what the world thinks of me (which is the value of
gold). Rather, may I glory in You, the Lifter of my head. Amen.