"I wait for the Lord, my soul waits..." |
Psalm 130 prepares the heart for contemplative prayer. It says:
130 Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord!
2 O Lord, hear my voice!
Let your ears be attentive
to the voice of my pleas for mercy!
2 O Lord, hear my voice!
Let your ears be attentive
to the voice of my pleas for mercy!
3 If you, O Lord, should mark iniquities,
O Lord, who could stand?
4 But with you there is forgiveness,
that you may be feared.
O Lord, who could stand?
4 But with you there is forgiveness,
that you may be feared.
5 I wait for the Lord, my soul waits,
and in his word I hope;
6 my soul waits for the Lord
more than watchmen for the morning,
more than watchmen for the morning.
and in his word I hope;
6 my soul waits for the Lord
more than watchmen for the morning,
more than watchmen for the morning.
7 O Israel, hope in the Lord!
For with the Lord there is steadfast love,
and with him is plentiful redemption.
8 And he will redeem Israel
from all his iniquities.
For with the Lord there is steadfast love,
and with him is plentiful redemption.
8 And he will redeem Israel
from all his iniquities.
Psalm 130 notes three stages in contemplative prayer: confession, contemplation, and connection.
First, verses 1-4 prepare the praying person to enter the presence of God through prayers of confession. It is impossible to enjoy contemplation if your heart is burdened by sin. So begin your prayer time by confessing your sins to God, and allow His healing and forgiveness to flow through you. Let the "grace that is greater than all our sin" nourish and restore you. "Out of the depths (v.1)" might refer to the depths of guilt or the depths of sin, but it may simply indicate the depths of the heart. During this initial time, it's okay to use words, tears, and body movements to indicate your contrition. But once you feel the Holy Spirit's assurance of forgiveness, move on from confession to quiet contemplation.
Next, verses 5-6 move us into the heart of contemplative prayer--which is simply waiting on God, with all your heart and soul. When you feel distracted, don't get discouraged. Simply hope in God's word (Logos), which returns you to listening. Breathe in deeply, and breathe out deeply. Breathe in God's love, and breathe out any worry or fear you might have. Inhale God's grace. As you exhale, release any tension or unforgiveness you may have for someone else. Listen to God's Spirit as you breathe. God may speak, or He may not. If not, don't worry about this. It's just you and God, sitting together in silence like two people in love who don't need words. Mutual listening is a beautiful thing. Be attentive to God, even as a watchman is attentive to his surroundings. Wait for God, even as the watchman waits for dawn. If you're distracted, return to your Logos Prayer again. (For me, today, in Psalm 130 it would be "mercy." For you, it might be a different word entirely.) Wait, watch, and listen. Rest in God's presence.
Finally, verses 7-8 take us from an inward focus to an outward attention. Connection to others is never forgotten, lest contemplative prayer become nothing more than navel-gazing. As the praying person emerges from contemplation, he re-engages the world in a redemptive way. "O Israel, hope in the Lord!" If contemplative prayer is introverted, it is lived out daily in an extroverted way, testifying of God's steadfast love and redemption, and working to reconcile the world to God. The person who practices real contemplative prayer does not remain cloistered behind inwardly-focused meditations. Rather, he lets his prayer life shape the way he encounters the world around him.
Today, I invite you to contemplative prayer. If you've never practiced it before, don't worry--it's among the easiest (and one of the most profound) forms of prayer you could practice. Start with confession, then move into quiet contemplation. Finally, emerge into a connection with the world that puts you to work as an ambassador of Christ's redemption. I pray that your soul soars as you learn contemplative prayer--as your "soul waits for the Lord, more than watchmen for the morning."
*Scriptures taken from the ESV.