Every day we read
about a new terror attack somewhere in the world. People shot, blown up,
beheaded. Peddlers of death and fear who claim to represent God desire in
reality to hold the world in their own iron grip. Just watching the news can be
an exercise in fear that allows the enemy to win in your heart. But "...God
gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love
and self- control (2 Timothy 1.7 ESV)."
Nobody who deals in fear can truly represent God. Instead, the Lord gives us
ways to deal with our fears and replace them with power, love, and
self-control.
The fourteenth
chapter of Matthew's gospel deals with the problem of fear. Immediately after
his cousin John is beheaded, Jesus has to get away and deal with His own grief
and His disciples' fear. Perhaps news of the beheading is the reason why so
many thousands of people follow Jesus into the wilderness, looking for a king.
One of God's own prophets has been killed, and if things like this can happen,
what might be next? Jesus answers their fears by miraculously feeding the
multitude, then retreats again for prayer, sending the disciples ahead of Him
in a boat.
The Master knows
the spiritual truth that millennia later would be expressed by Franklin D.
Roosevelt who said, "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself."
Fear threatens our trust in God, but faith dispels fear. In faith we find
perfect love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4.18). By returning to
prayer, Jesus cancels out any temptation He might have to fear. We need to do
the same thing when terror threatens our hearts.
In the night, the
disciples in the boat see coming towards them an apparition that looks like a
man walking on the waves. "It's a ghost," they cry, making the reader
wonder if they are thinking of the recently slain John. When Jesus hears the
confusion and fear in their voices, His first response is to calm them. "...Immediately
Jesus spoke to them, saying, 'Take heart; it is I. Do not
be afraid Matthew 14.27 ESV).'” This is what
chapter fourteen is all about: dealing with fear.
Peter asks, “...Lord,
if it is you, command me to come to you on the water (v. 28 ESV).”
What he is really saying is, "Lord, if it's really you, then let there be
no barrier between us. Let that which stands between us become the very thing
that brings us together." For Peter, feeling separated from God is worse
than the dark battering waves. Who knows what fear means for you? We pray that in the midst of our fear there
might be no barrier between us and our Lord, that in Jesus' presence the things
we fear might instead carry us to Christ.
Jesus commands Him
with one simple word, “Come.” Peter
responds in faith, and meets Jesus on top of the water. But when his fear gets the better of him, he
starts to sink. It is then that he utters the three best words of his life.
Even better than his doctrinal affirmation that earns him the nickname
"Rock," these three words declare not just right belief but total
dependence on Jesus. No three words have ever sounded more vulnerable, honest,
and open to Jesus. Even today when you say these words, the Master's
heart is moved to action. Jesus reaches into your fearful situation and lifts
you into His arms.
Finally, Jesus asks
Peter a question that to many people sounds like a veiled insult: “O
you of little faith, why did you doubt (Matthew 14.31 ESV)
?" We might wonder why Jesus is being so backhanded were it not
for Luke 17.6 (ESV), in which the Master says, “If you had faith like a
grain of mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and
planted in the sea,’ and it would obey you." Clearly, Jesus thinks
that a little faith can accomplish a lot. Here he reminds Peter that he does in
fact possess this small, productive kind of faith. Jesus wants to know
why, with that kind of miraculous faith, Peter would doubt. He asks the same of
you.
To each is granted
a measure of faith. When fearful things threaten, too often we think that only
a huge faith could save us. But even a small amount of faith can lift us above
the circumstance and steady our feet. Since
the Lord has given us this faith, he is stunned when we allow doubt to crowd
our faith and make us sink. With the kind of faith he has given, he expects us
to walk out to meet him every time. Sometimes we fail, yet even when we do, he
takes our hand to lift us up.
A MEDITATION WITH ECUMENICAL PRAYER BEADS:
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INVITATORY - from v. 27
“Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.”
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INVITATORY - from v. 27
“Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.”
CRUCIFORM - from v. 33
"Truly you are the Son of God!"
"Truly you are the Son of God!"
WEEKS - from vv. 29, 30
(Inhale) "Lord, save me!"
(Exhale) "Come."
(Inhale) "Lord, save me!"
(Exhale) "Come."
BENEDICTORY - from v. 31
“O you of little faith, why did you doubt?”
“O you of little faith, why did you doubt?”